Hello, it's been awhile, Vox blogosphere. How have you been?
I am only here to say that I won't be using this in the near future. Who knows, I might perhaps come back but for now, I think it's safe to say it's time. This blog has gone through many rough patches with me, and for this reason I will not be closing it for my own benefit. However, I feel no more urges to write here anymore. I have opened a new chapter of my life last October, and this blog, my old life, was left behind. (way to be overly dramatic there, Amy.) There's always the right time to do things, and now I'm leaving for good.
Whoever happens to read this, I'm still on good ol' LJ. Stalk me there, I suppose. I got the Twits too, but I am certain the novelty of it will wear off soon so I might disappear from that as well. I have a hand written journal now, which I am quite proud of the fact that I remember to write in it (almost) everyday.
The grass is greener on the other side, as they say. See you there. Bye for now.
The harmony-seeking idealist is characterised by a complex personality and an abundance of thoughts and feelings. He is a warm-hearted person by nature. He is sympathetic and understanding. He expects a lot of himself and of others. He has a strong understanding of human nature and is often a very good judge of character. But he is mostly reserved and confides his thoughts and feelings to very few people he trusts. He is deeply hurt by rejection or criticism. He finds conflict situations unpleasant and prefers harmonious relationships. However, if reaching a certain target is very important to him he can assert himself with a doggedness bordering on obstinacy.
This personality type has a lively fantasy, often an almost clairvoyant intuition and is often very creative. Once he has tackled a project, he does everything in his power to achieve his goals. In everyday life, he often proves to be an excellent problem solver. He likes to get to the root of things and has a natural curiosity and a thirst for knowledge. At the same time, he is practically oriented, well organised and in a position to tackle complex situations in a structured and carefully considered manner. When he concentrates on something, he does so one hundred percent - he often becomes so immersed in a task that he forgets everything else around him. That is the secret of his often very large professional success.
As a partner, the harmony-seeking idealist is loyal and reliable; a permanent relationship is very important to him. He seldom falls in love head over heels nor does he like quick affairs. He sometimes finds it very difficult to clearly show his affection although his feelings are deep and sincere. In as far as his circle of friends is concerned, his motto is: less is more! As far as new contacts are concerned, he is approachable to only a limited extent; he prefers to put his energy into just a few, close friendships. His demands on friends and partners are very high. As he does not like conflicts, he hesitates for some time before raising unsatisfactory issues and, when he does, he makes every effort not to hurt anyone as a result.
Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, harmony-seeking, understanding, peace-loving, sensitive, quiet, sympathetic, conscientious, dogged, complicated, inconspicuous, warm-hearted, complex, imaginative, inspiring, helpful, demanding, communicative, reserved, vulnerable
These subjects could interest you
literature,
philosophy, psychology, music, meditation, writing, yoga, art,
astrology, drawing/painting, spiritual things, handicrafts
It's snowing outside. really hard. really, really hard.
It's the end of March.
................. what?!??!
(LOL if you're wondering why I have several of the "same view" photos from each year... it's because I take these from the window inside my work room, haha. Too cold to go outside...)
イライラしているの
誰も話しかけないで
もう嘘をつくのも嫌
上手くごまかせない本能的な今の気持ち
What am I waiting for now?
理性の忠告は
Put up with my love! N0, no, no, no! No way!彼は友達の恋人
愛か友情 Love or friend ?
振り出しに戻せるならば
You always make me so crazy.
まるで世界中すべてスパイで
監視されてる気分
今壊してしまえる位の
勇気さえもないわクラクラしてきたの
食事も喉通らない
また熱も上がって来た!?
大袈裟恋患いね浮気じゃ嫌なのこっちむいて
Why don't you come to me now!
そんな事言えないの
Run away! Get away! I can't run away!彼女は私の友達
愛と友情 seesaw game
二人が並ぶ姿は
It's so hard for me to be with.
つまらない恋愛小説は
主人公が上手くいく
あまのじゃくな私の心も
覆せないでいるわ色とりどりのフルーツみたいに
いっそ二人切り刻んで
食べちゃって何事もなく
誰も愛さないで生きてくの?He's the boyfriend of my sweet, sweet girlfriend
... THIS SONG IS INSANELY ACCURATE AND IT SCARES ME.
ahhhhhhh my stupid kobukuro cd better arrive tomorrow morning!
i have to leave tomorrow night so if it doesn't arrive.. errr WHEN WILL I GET IT?!
aiyo........ its kinda sad now. i watch tv and i have no dramas to look forward to for like the next TWO THREE weeks.. and yes you might say hey you're going to Osaka anyway.. but when I am at home.. ALL I DO IS WATCH TV!!! (especially in osaka) so ..... AHHHH! no more yuukan club. T___T i think the show is utterly cute. its not like 5 stars action packed sort of thing but it's made me laugh for the last 10 weeks being in Japan.
watched it when I was still living with Sarah... with her.
watched it when I moved to my new place... alone.
the past two months ~ its been helped me go through living in Japan and just having something to look forward to when I get home.
sighs.
and then next month Tokyo is going to be infested with Kame again. Kame and his "skinny" boxing body.
ugh.
i'm going to be heading home.... looking at the bookstore by my station and not going.. ooo which magazine is Jin on this time.. but rather.. ugh there's Kame again LOL.
maybe I'll start being disgusted with him again hahaha.
well I think i'm kinda done packing for Osaka yet I feel like I'm missing something.. something I can't quite place.
damn.
PS.
FUNNIEST moment after school today.. I dressed up cuz I figured I wanted to look decent this time around when I go to Shibuya 109 and so I decked out in my long skirt, black sweater, knit belt and........ well as albert calls it "insert some black R&B star name here??? maybe Kanye" style hat.. or well what I'd just call.. Koki style hat LOL.. (or the same hat I have on facebook) and my new leather jacket. and as I was walking towards the station, there's these two white guys chatting.. and meh like my usual OMG a foreigner reaction in Japan, I looked at them for a sec. well that and cuz I remembered I went drinking with one of them who.. I think is Irish? and was like hey its him... then I kinda realize.. his friend is looking at me.. i look away but then catch myself and think.. hmm was he checking me out??..
so I glance at him again..... and what do you know. he has the BIGGEST grin on his face as our eyes meet..
i look away and ALMOST .. ALMOST break into a laughter cuz that was a.) the LOUSIEST pickup move ever...... b.) a white guy wants to hit on me... c.) he probably thinks I'm Japanese.
I couldn't.. and still can't stop laughing about it because its hilarious..
now where is my JAPANESE guy to do that to me.
damn those jap boys and their shyness.
http://wmg.jp/artist/moridaisuke/discography.html
I'm waiting for my next paycheck so I can buy the 「ただ、ただ」 single from this guy. He is an -amazing- songwriter. Just the kind of music I enjoy the most -- smooth pop melody with a hint of jazz (and I just can't pinpoint it... it also has some sort of old-fashioned feeling to it). I LOVE IT. It's a shame he's not popular... sort of why I have to buy this because I can't find any downloads for it at all. His music is hard to come by... I didn't even know he had another single before the latest Tomita Lab collaboration...
Anyway, point of this -- he's written songs for other people as well, and what surprised me was that he wrote 「さよなら」 for KinKi Kids... that's my favorite song from them! It amazes me how much this makes sense... the tune and melody is totally his type. It makes the song even better now, haha.
I think I've mentioned about him on my Last.fm like a year ago. His songs are just beautiful. Too bad he's not really a looker... LMAO. Although he has improved... the whole piano & glasses look is really working for him. And he's got this cute little cooking corner on his website... I was quite amused by that.
But yup... sigh... now I'm just going to stream his songs over and over again on his site...
Random pictures taken from my phone.
KAME, WHAT. WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY ROFL
口りするのは寂しいから???????
WHAT!?!?!! ROFLMAOOOOOOOOOO
AND JIN LOOKS SOOOO LOL after he heard it. Oh mannnnn. OH MAN.
OH DAMNNNN and the dance at the bridge part looks freaking AWESOME.
Gahhh, Jin sounds sooooo good. Lovely.
Whoa, Koki... ROFL... 落ち着いて! No need to stomp the ground in anger hahahahah
Jeeze, that shag/shawl whatever the hell Kame is wearing, looks painful and heavy to walk around in, LOL
LOL what the hell are they doing at the end... Jin was like sooooo looking like "HEY KAME WHAT WAS THAT" and Kame looked so embarrassed. And then everyone else is like WHAT'D YOU JUST DO?! OH MANNNNNNN. THIS IS SO AWESOME.
/end meaningless fangirl entry
